Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I'm gonna blog this without even having any outline cause I definitely felt a SUPER MEGA MAJOR FAIL happenings yesterday! Take note it's HAPPENINGS which mean a lot of things happened to me in just one day! hahaha!

First things first! I left work at exactly 12AM and I can't sleep. I need to wake up 6AM cause of this SUPPOSED TO BE my make or break thingy! I slept at 3AM because of the excitement that I just can't hide to myself. 

To make this short cause it's freakin' late already! I really thought that I'm gonna be in an audition to be the next celebrity of a certain company but I was wrong the whole time! When I arrived at the audition venue I was shocked seeing people who doesn't even have any charismatic aura. Plus, they are all doing weird stuffs and I even uttered to myself that I'm like in a circus right now. Somebody sings Defying Gravity in a very weird voice. Somebody's doing a fire dance. Somebody's even practicing his unicycle skills while juggling. I was like stunned for several minutes upon seeing those kind of people. I only told myself: "Are they really desperate to be an artist and will do something unique just to be recognized and be known?" In the end, I'm in the wrong audition! It's not an audition for the next artist in the making of that company but instead it's an audition for mascot/performer in a prestigious location at Singapore (Sentosa). sheesh! If only you know what I truly feel that time! hahaha! A mixture of happiness and dismay cause I'm expecting something that didn't came in my face. hahaha!

Since I'm already there, I decided that I'm gonna pursue the audition and let's give it a try. Here's comes another MAJOR FAIL! When I called the company, they told me to prepare a 3 minute dance routine! Okay! I created my dance routine perfectly! I decided not to go all out in the first parts and increase the energy of my dance routine until the end. Guess what? The audition proper only requires you to perform 4 8 counts! Upon hearing this, I was shocked cause this was not the information I got and I don't have enough time to change my created routine cause I polished it already! I got no choice but to revise it without any hesitation and tried to place a choreography that will be suited on the first four 8 counts of the song. Anyway, just to let you know I created a jazz funk and jazz hiphop combined routine but all of a sudden it became a CONTEMPORARY JAZZ! It's like SHIT! It was a big challenge for me cause I haven't done that kind of dance for a long long time already! sheesh! hahaha!

All things happened to me was indeed FAIL but I've gained a lot with this experience. I know I should be ashamed of what happened to me but I must say I should be proud with what I have done. Knowing such changes in such a short time and changing everything all of a sudden was a big hindrance and most would back out with this kind of sudden change of rules. At least I have tried and took the risk even if I know this is not what I really wanted.