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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Hard to Accept

It's just so hard to accept at first that I obtain a sickness which one step away it'll be like the sickness that killed my loving grandmother... At first, I was shocked and can't accept the fact I do have this kind of sickness... If you could see me walked out of the hospital that time, my eyes are just staring straight... My mind is full of words such as "SHIT", "why do I have it?", and others... Then the next emotion that popped in me is being scared... Scared thinking that I might fall on to the same destiny like my grandmother does... Even my optimistic side left me in an instant... now I know the feeling of having a disease you wouldn't be expecting to be in you...

Right now... I'm just being me and being optimist runs in me again... All I need is to take care of myself thoroughly in order for me not to obtain this sickness again... One thing that made me laugh is that I always thought "I need some rest please give me rest..." and then poof! Rest has arrived but with a different twist... I'm sick... oh well... that really proves that life isn't just always good... for every good times of course there would also be bad times... if there are good things then bad things is just around the corner... Life won't be in the equilibrium state if there would always be good times... Sometimes we need to have bad times in order for us to learn something from it...

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11/29/2009


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