Sunday, November 29, 2009
Hard to Accept
It's just so hard to accept at first that I obtain a sickness which one step away it'll be like the sickness that killed my loving grandmother... At first, I was shocked and can't accept the fact I do have this kind of sickness... If you could see me walked out of the hospital that time, my eyes are just staring straight... My mind is full of words such as "SHIT", "why do I have it?", and others... Then the next emotion that popped in me is being scared... Scared thinking that I might fall on to the same destiny like my grandmother does... Even my optimistic side left me in an instant... now I know the feeling of having a disease you wouldn't be expecting to be in you...
Right now... I'm just being me and being optimist runs in me again... All I need is to take care of myself thoroughly in order for me not to obtain this sickness again... One thing that made me laugh is that I always thought "I need some rest please give me rest..." and then poof! Rest has arrived but with a different twist... I'm sick... oh well... that really proves that life isn't just always good... for every good times of course there would also be bad times... if there are good things then bad things is just around the corner... Life won't be in the equilibrium state if there would always be good times... Sometimes we need to have bad times in order for us to learn something from it...
Right now... I'm just being me and being optimist runs in me again... All I need is to take care of myself thoroughly in order for me not to obtain this sickness again... One thing that made me laugh is that I always thought "I need some rest please give me rest..." and then poof! Rest has arrived but with a different twist... I'm sick... oh well... that really proves that life isn't just always good... for every good times of course there would also be bad times... if there are good things then bad things is just around the corner... Life won't be in the equilibrium state if there would always be good times... Sometimes we need to have bad times in order for us to learn something from it...
«GINPAO»
11/29/2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Unexpected Acknowledgment
Last Saturday (11/07/2009) was pure fun!! No person can't deny the fact that I'm super duper overly happy that time... I must say its a stressful day but it's all worth it... It seems that I'm wanting that day to repeat over and over again...
A lots of things happened to me right after I woke up in the morning and went out of the house... I super enjoyed our acting workshop session for it tackles body movements... I've also had some realizations which made me laugh to myself... Such realizations are as follows:
1. Acting workshop makes you a mean person because it teaches you to become observant with the surroundings... How does one become mean?? well.. for me... I'm starting to notice people around me... I don't know why but what I'm seeing are affronts of people... hahaha...
2. In connection to number 1... Acting workshop makes my weird senses be alive most of the time... The weird senses I'm talking about is this freakin' seeing ghosts...
3. If you really have the passion on something... you should have at least allocated time for it...
4. Patient X is not a good movie to watch... hahaha... lol
5. Acting is like dancing with lines to be told and script to be followed... I've been thinking that dancing and acting is far different from one another... but then it proved me wrong in this session...
Anyway... all the time we've spent in the workshop are body movements and it seems like we're dancing... Finding the right rhythm in order to establish proper connection to one partner by means of the body... I didn't expect someone who is very known to the theater and TV productions acknowledge my talent... I'm so flattered about it cause I always thought to myself that I'm not good (instincts tell me I'm good but my mind says no)... Because of this acknowledgment/praise, I feel motivated and at the same time I need to learn to trust my instincts at times... But that doesn't mean I would become a bigheaded person because of this... I would still place my feet on the ground and stay humble... :D
After the tiring yet fun workshop... I've sat at ABS Starbucks (my usual tambayan) and think about "what would I do if suddenly a candidate of Ms. Earth popped in front of me especially Ms. Belgium??" and then poof!! I'm seeing Ms. Belgium entering Starbucks... I've suddenly said "OH SHIT!" due to the fact I was thinking about her and now she's right infront of me... hahaha... okay then... I took a picture with her and told her how beautiful she is... Luckily, she said "OHH THANK YOU I REALLY APPRECIATE IT"... *melted to the max* hahaha...
KJ is so funny... He has done so many things to me in a blink of an eye... Whenever I think about a person I'm wanting to see that day, they always show up infront of me and I'm super happy for it... making life a full surprise...
After chilling at Starbucks... I went to Aberdeen Court for the UST Days With The Lord Batch 74 Dinner (our batch)... I didn't expect it would be fun... This was a really stressful event yet super duper fun!! hahaha... I became the MC of the night and I really don't know where I'm getting my energy the whole time... It seems that I'm like a camel who has lots of water reserves on the back... hahaha... One should also consider that I'm already tired due to the workshop and yet I've made the event a lively one at least...
I've also experienced FOR THE FIRST TIME *gonna tell this in tagalog* hahaha... MALAGLAG!! DAHIL AKO PALAGI ANG NANLALAGLAG NG CRUSH TAPOS NGAYON BIGLANG AKO!! KINOMBO PA AKO!! hahaha... enough said.. hahaha... aside from that I get to dance for the second time within the day...
I do hope that the Batch dinner went well despite the fact that I've given so much award to people... and they didn't expect it at all... hahaha...
Sample awards are as follows: Mr. Nosebleed, Kiko Matsing, Mr. and Ms. Umeeffort, Ms. Jologs, and others...
I would also like to apologize if someone took my joke that time seriously... :D
A lots of things happened to me right after I woke up in the morning and went out of the house... I super enjoyed our acting workshop session for it tackles body movements... I've also had some realizations which made me laugh to myself... Such realizations are as follows:
1. Acting workshop makes you a mean person because it teaches you to become observant with the surroundings... How does one become mean?? well.. for me... I'm starting to notice people around me... I don't know why but what I'm seeing are affronts of people... hahaha...
2. In connection to number 1... Acting workshop makes my weird senses be alive most of the time... The weird senses I'm talking about is this freakin' seeing ghosts...
3. If you really have the passion on something... you should have at least allocated time for it...
4. Patient X is not a good movie to watch... hahaha... lol
5. Acting is like dancing with lines to be told and script to be followed... I've been thinking that dancing and acting is far different from one another... but then it proved me wrong in this session...
Anyway... all the time we've spent in the workshop are body movements and it seems like we're dancing... Finding the right rhythm in order to establish proper connection to one partner by means of the body... I didn't expect someone who is very known to the theater and TV productions acknowledge my talent... I'm so flattered about it cause I always thought to myself that I'm not good (instincts tell me I'm good but my mind says no)... Because of this acknowledgment/praise, I feel motivated and at the same time I need to learn to trust my instincts at times... But that doesn't mean I would become a bigheaded person because of this... I would still place my feet on the ground and stay humble... :D
After the tiring yet fun workshop... I've sat at ABS Starbucks (my usual tambayan) and think about "what would I do if suddenly a candidate of Ms. Earth popped in front of me especially Ms. Belgium??" and then poof!! I'm seeing Ms. Belgium entering Starbucks... I've suddenly said "OH SHIT!" due to the fact I was thinking about her and now she's right infront of me... hahaha... okay then... I took a picture with her and told her how beautiful she is... Luckily, she said "OHH THANK YOU I REALLY APPRECIATE IT"... *melted to the max* hahaha...
KJ is so funny... He has done so many things to me in a blink of an eye... Whenever I think about a person I'm wanting to see that day, they always show up infront of me and I'm super happy for it... making life a full surprise...
After chilling at Starbucks... I went to Aberdeen Court for the UST Days With The Lord Batch 74 Dinner (our batch)... I didn't expect it would be fun... This was a really stressful event yet super duper fun!! hahaha... I became the MC of the night and I really don't know where I'm getting my energy the whole time... It seems that I'm like a camel who has lots of water reserves on the back... hahaha... One should also consider that I'm already tired due to the workshop and yet I've made the event a lively one at least...
I've also experienced FOR THE FIRST TIME *gonna tell this in tagalog* hahaha... MALAGLAG!! DAHIL AKO PALAGI ANG NANLALAGLAG NG CRUSH TAPOS NGAYON BIGLANG AKO!! KINOMBO PA AKO!! hahaha... enough said.. hahaha... aside from that I get to dance for the second time within the day...
I do hope that the Batch dinner went well despite the fact that I've given so much award to people... and they didn't expect it at all... hahaha...
Sample awards are as follows: Mr. Nosebleed, Kiko Matsing, Mr. and Ms. Umeeffort, Ms. Jologs, and others...
I would also like to apologize if someone took my joke that time seriously... :D
«GINPAO»
11/08/2009
