Tuesday, March 24, 2009
If Only
If only I became dead serious with my studies... I probably would have a car already...
If only I had the chance to say I love you to her... We would probably be lovers already...
If only I'd be mean right now... I would probably be not bullied by anyone…
If only I would not be too generous in lending money… I would have money amounting to Php 100,000 or more already…
If only there would be no stress… I would still be happy with what I’m doing right now…
If only I would be a little bit harsher with everyone… I would not be considered as a good guy that doesn’t know how to get mad…
If only I would fulfill my secret dream… I would probably think I am the most fulfilled person in the entirety…
If only I would be a loud person… I would probably not be hurting inside keeping all the aches and just waits for a time to burst…
Such words full of remorse… Wishing to turn back time but never will be since it has happened already… All I can do is to live from this day forward and hope that I would not do it all over again… Though I can still feel that I’m doing the same mistakes… It’s just so hard to remove nor to change your ways…
If only I had the chance to say I love you to her... We would probably be lovers already...
If only I'd be mean right now... I would probably be not bullied by anyone…
If only I would not be too generous in lending money… I would have money amounting to Php 100,000 or more already…
If only there would be no stress… I would still be happy with what I’m doing right now…
If only I would be a little bit harsher with everyone… I would not be considered as a good guy that doesn’t know how to get mad…
If only I would fulfill my secret dream… I would probably think I am the most fulfilled person in the entirety…
If only I would be a loud person… I would probably not be hurting inside keeping all the aches and just waits for a time to burst…
Such words full of remorse… Wishing to turn back time but never will be since it has happened already… All I can do is to live from this day forward and hope that I would not do it all over again… Though I can still feel that I’m doing the same mistakes… It’s just so hard to remove nor to change your ways…
«GINPAO»
3/24/2009
