Thursday, January 22, 2009
Not Just an Ordinary USOG Thing
I hate the feeling... the feeling that I have gained a new type of sickness that I've never wanted to have... waaahh... now I know it's not just plain NAUSOG thing but it was a serious illness that I've never thought I would have...
well as I've researched on the net the possible disease that I have with some symptoms on what I feel right now... I've finally reached a site that tells me that I have AMOEBIASIS... damn! off all illness that I should have... waaaahhh... why am I created by God as a man with a very gentle stomach... that even a slightest dirt in my food I get to experience a pain in my stomach... now it's a totally different story... I thought I'm eating a clean food because I've seen how that food was cooked but then it turned out to be the source of my illness... I'm not totally blaiming the food that I ate because there are other things that I could gain such disease... Another way of getting such disease is by touching a thing that was touched by a person that has amoebiasis... waaaahhh... NOW who's to be blaimed?? I don't know either...
to tell you the symptoms that I am feeling right now are:
1. fever
2. stomach cramps ( which is why I'm totally bedridden at home yesterday)
3. loose stools (thankfully there's no blood in it because according to the site that I've seen the disease would be harsh if there's blood... I hope this would not come to this part)
4. weight loss (as I've checked my weight yesterday it dropped from 67 to 63 with just a day...)
may I should see a doctor tomorrow so that I would really know what happening in my body right now because the opinion of a frustrated doctor (that's me) was not enough to prove that I really have that kind of illness... I'm really hoping that I'm wrong though I still have the feeling that I really have it... waaaa....
well as I've researched on the net the possible disease that I have with some symptoms on what I feel right now... I've finally reached a site that tells me that I have AMOEBIASIS... damn! off all illness that I should have... waaaahhh... why am I created by God as a man with a very gentle stomach... that even a slightest dirt in my food I get to experience a pain in my stomach... now it's a totally different story... I thought I'm eating a clean food because I've seen how that food was cooked but then it turned out to be the source of my illness... I'm not totally blaiming the food that I ate because there are other things that I could gain such disease... Another way of getting such disease is by touching a thing that was touched by a person that has amoebiasis... waaaahhh... NOW who's to be blaimed?? I don't know either...
to tell you the symptoms that I am feeling right now are:
1. fever
2. stomach cramps ( which is why I'm totally bedridden at home yesterday)
3. loose stools (thankfully there's no blood in it because according to the site that I've seen the disease would be harsh if there's blood... I hope this would not come to this part)
4. weight loss (as I've checked my weight yesterday it dropped from 67 to 63 with just a day...)
may I should see a doctor tomorrow so that I would really know what happening in my body right now because the opinion of a frustrated doctor (that's me) was not enough to prove that I really have that kind of illness... I'm really hoping that I'm wrong though I still have the feeling that I really have it... waaaa....
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1/22/2009
