Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Songs For My Pasts
well my love story seems to be so redundant... they always come and go... leaving me behind or probably i'm leaving them behind... hehehe...
you'll see break up songs for sure...
for my first... "Sana Maulit Muli" well... story behind that because we've met at MTAP (a math wizard training pool...) At first I thought it was just puppy love since we're just young ones back then... but then, it evolved as true love... sad part is that her parents told her that they will be migrating to US... that was the time she left me...
for my second... "Kahit Isang Saglit" it was really my fault on why we broke up... due to the fact that i'm always late with our lots of date... anyway... no need to expound... there was a line in the song "Sana ika'y muling makita ko..." --> it came true... but then when i saw her, she already had a new one and what sadden me most is that ummmm.... don't want to say it... She was now in US...
for my supposedly third 1... "Art of Letting Go" my best friends and some of my friends knew about this story... A La Sallian girl who also loved me but then posed a question that made me formulate that song... I loved the girl so much but because of her question, everything changed... I dunno what is happening right now to her...
for my supposedly third 2... "Art of Letting Go" same song but different approach... hehehe... i thought this would only happen in telenovelas but it came into reality... I should've said I loved her but then she fell asleep in front of my eyes which means she didn't hear it... I've told to myself it's not yet time to tell her but the love slowly faded...
for my third... "Take A Bow (Male version)" i still can't accept it totally... or should i say bitter due to the fact same story happened again she was in US... i was here in the Philippines...
waaaahhhh....
anyway... why did i came up with this blog post?? some happenings triggered it much... T_T
another stolen kiss from a gay passenger at the train... damn! (it happens to me over and over again...) T_T
people teasing me with somebody whom i know he/she is gay... (why are they teasing me?? cause they call me "gay magnet" and some folks at the call center while inside the elevator winks at me all the time and they can see it... that's why they call me such.... T_T )
you'll see break up songs for sure...
for my first... "Sana Maulit Muli" well... story behind that because we've met at MTAP (a math wizard training pool...) At first I thought it was just puppy love since we're just young ones back then... but then, it evolved as true love... sad part is that her parents told her that they will be migrating to US... that was the time she left me...
for my second... "Kahit Isang Saglit" it was really my fault on why we broke up... due to the fact that i'm always late with our lots of date... anyway... no need to expound... there was a line in the song "Sana ika'y muling makita ko..." --> it came true... but then when i saw her, she already had a new one and what sadden me most is that ummmm.... don't want to say it... She was now in US...
for my supposedly third 1... "Art of Letting Go" my best friends and some of my friends knew about this story... A La Sallian girl who also loved me but then posed a question that made me formulate that song... I loved the girl so much but because of her question, everything changed... I dunno what is happening right now to her...
for my supposedly third 2... "Art of Letting Go" same song but different approach... hehehe... i thought this would only happen in telenovelas but it came into reality... I should've said I loved her but then she fell asleep in front of my eyes which means she didn't hear it... I've told to myself it's not yet time to tell her but the love slowly faded...
for my third... "Take A Bow (Male version)" i still can't accept it totally... or should i say bitter due to the fact same story happened again she was in US... i was here in the Philippines...
waaaahhhh....
anyway... why did i came up with this blog post?? some happenings triggered it much... T_T
another stolen kiss from a gay passenger at the train... damn! (it happens to me over and over again...) T_T
people teasing me with somebody whom i know he/she is gay... (why are they teasing me?? cause they call me "gay magnet" and some folks at the call center while inside the elevator winks at me all the time and they can see it... that's why they call me such.... T_T )
«GINPAO»
9/30/2008
