Monday, October 19, 2009
Words aren't enough to express how happy am I right now... Even the tiniest event that I've encountered last weekend contributed a lot and really did showed me that it's very nice living here on our world... Now I'm wanting to punch myself so much due to the fact I've thought of ending this wonderful life... I'm also thanking HIM for showing to me that I should not let myself be drowned with the problems I'm facing... Instead, face it head on cause he's always there to guide you to find the right solution to it...
I've never thought my childhood dreams are still in effect and it's going back to me right now... I've also felt the passion to what I really want to be doing in my life... I'm still hoping that this passion would lead me to the right path and would lead me far... I also can't believe I would be so open to people I don't know much... Who would ever thought sharing a bit of your life story to a bunch of strangers... It's so relaxing and feeling so refreshed again...
I couldn't believe I have the ability to replace the feeling of uneasiness, anger, and sadness of other people to a happy one and create a considerable environment... I've felt this one when I'm talking to a talent artist of ABS CBN because I've been observing him and it seems that he's so uneasy... Suddenly, my mouth tend to greet him even my conscious mind says to myself why did you trigger that conversation?? hahaha... anyway... I'm so happy to know I can convince a person to be happy in some ways...
I'm also an ironic person and I've realized it the night I've experienced how fulfilled am I... Imagine most people tend to get drunk if they've been having so many problems in life... but me... I get myself drunk because I'm super happy... Ironic isn't it??
Finally, I want to thank HIM for making me realize I'm still important in this life... that I can make a difference which I tend to ignore most of the time... He also made me feel that not all stuffs came from the word "LUCK"... Thanks for everything... Thanks for giving me wonderful friends that I doubted for so long... and I'm really really sorry for doubting... Thanks for giving me a new family I can consider and always there to support me... THANKS THANKS! ^_^
I've never thought my childhood dreams are still in effect and it's going back to me right now... I've also felt the passion to what I really want to be doing in my life... I'm still hoping that this passion would lead me to the right path and would lead me far... I also can't believe I would be so open to people I don't know much... Who would ever thought sharing a bit of your life story to a bunch of strangers... It's so relaxing and feeling so refreshed again...
I couldn't believe I have the ability to replace the feeling of uneasiness, anger, and sadness of other people to a happy one and create a considerable environment... I've felt this one when I'm talking to a talent artist of ABS CBN because I've been observing him and it seems that he's so uneasy... Suddenly, my mouth tend to greet him even my conscious mind says to myself why did you trigger that conversation?? hahaha... anyway... I'm so happy to know I can convince a person to be happy in some ways...
I'm also an ironic person and I've realized it the night I've experienced how fulfilled am I... Imagine most people tend to get drunk if they've been having so many problems in life... but me... I get myself drunk because I'm super happy... Ironic isn't it??
Finally, I want to thank HIM for making me realize I'm still important in this life... that I can make a difference which I tend to ignore most of the time... He also made me feel that not all stuffs came from the word "LUCK"... Thanks for everything... Thanks for giving me wonderful friends that I doubted for so long... and I'm really really sorry for doubting... Thanks for giving me a new family I can consider and always there to support me... THANKS THANKS! ^_^
«GINPAO»
10/19/2009
